May 21st

I have a good reason for putting up that date as post title. (Its judgement day FYI) 


May 21st is a pretty good day for me =] And I think there's much to post about it but I can't do that now. Head. Hurts >[ Throat. Hurts too >[ 


Instead I'm going to rant about my dad.


Communication is not a thing that exist between him and all three of us (my brothers and me) but I'm the only one he talks to most. Usually to "give orders''. I'm like a communicator between my brothers and him. But my dad and I barely communicate. 

 

And recently we needed badly to communicate. And the main issues on debate were:

1) I don't wanna get the stupid government loan because I just simple HATE owing the Government ANYTHING.

2) I wanna aim to get scholarships. At least I have an aim now and am not wandering aimlessly in life.

3) I really really really * infinity wanna go overseas ( preferably UK). And what better way than to go for the twinning programme. 

Talking to my dad. Is harder than talking to animals. At least to animals you know that they pretty much all the time can't get what you say. But talking to him. Its more like he's not even trying to listen but instead make you give up trying to talk to him. And because he's already got his own thoughts about the discussion topic he refuses to listen AT ALL. Nothing I say ever gets into his head. 

Communication FAIL!

Communication is key to cooperation and cooperation brings harmony. >[ I'm really fed up with the way things are. 

May 21st was still a great day ; ] I'll blog about it when i get pictures and stuffs ; ]